Short of the Week

James

Focusing on a boy in Northern Ireland isolated by his sexuality and alienated from his family due to his parent’s marital troubles, the title character, “James”, reaches out in desperation to his teacher for support and guidance.—A Sundance 10/10 film

James is the final short we will review, in this, Sundance’s unique 10/10 online series. The festival is winding down, winners have already been announced, so if you haven’t yet, make sure to jump over to itunes because these films won’t be there after tomorrow.

As for James, in what has been a very strong lineup over these 10 days, I do believe this film is my favorite. A heart-rendng gay/lesbian film of the classic “coming out” variety, James is the most emotionally powerful film of this year’s lineup, and through superior writing creates a worthy addition to this over-exposed genre. Focusing on a boy in Northern Ireland isolated by his sexuality, alienated from his family due to his parent’s marital troubles, the title character “James” reaches out in desperation to his teacher for support and guidance.

The director Connor Clements is a first-time writer/director. This film was his graduate project, and I almost feel bad for him because he hits a home-run right out of the chute. In documenting a universal experience among gays and lesbians, he discovers a new angle, crafting a story that is of course personal and local, but also challenges all viewers, not just those who are queer, with questions regarding teachers and students, that resonate in our culture.

As a student-production, there is nothing flashy about its execution. The direction isn’t unique or ostentatious, the filming is competent but not eye grabbing. It should provide heart to inexperienced filmmakers everywhere as an example that it is still true—a good script can lead to acclaim.

What I love, being again someone who likes to think about films, to chew on the topics and questions they present, is the ambiguity that is present in the film. In what is a SPOILER to those who haven’t watched yet, James comes out to his teacher, yet does not get the kind of warm response he desired. He is instead gently rebuffed from leaning upon the older man for support. Interestingly though, his teacher reveals that he was not surprised by James announcement. He also mentions somewhat forlornly about a boy a “few years back” who came out and had great difficulties, when he warns James to continue to keep his sexuality a secret. Is the teacher gay as well?

That is the reading I got. And it lends an even greater sadness to the film, as it suggests that the nature of closeting oneself off continues through time. That even though the teacher understands James’ situation, he is psychologically unable to reveal himself in a true friendship. A second possibility is that the instructor feels empathy, but needs to push James away as a matter of perception. That, perhaps especially by being in a Catholic school setting, it would be too easily misunderstood by others for him to be engaging in such a personal relationship with a young student. If that is the case it is tragically ironic, that the fear of, and potential for an inappropriate relationship, directly drives James into that exact situation.

It is these kind of deep readings which I find rare in the rather literal world of short film, and so i do appreciate it when I find them. With it also being a film that stuck with me for some time after watching it, I find it easy to heartily recommend James.

Score : 9/10

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Co-Founder of Short of the Week, Sondhi lives in Brooklyn working as a Curator for Vimeo. Follow his musings on online video, direct distribution and branded content: @jasondhi.
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  • http://www.facebook.com/jasondhi Jason Sondhi

    Hey all, this great film was offline, but not anymore!

  • Markeymark101

    It is not a ‘catholic’ school!

  • Liam

    This film helped me so much. I didn’t quite know how to tell my parents I am gay. James didn’t either. But it did open a conversation one day. I confessed to my Mum that I felt like James. You see, Mum is a teacher at the college. She heard the whispers in our hallways from kids my year. One day she just asked me to watch this video. Then I admitted that I had seen it 100 times before. You see, that said it all. I cried. She cried. Afterwards, we went for chips. I was so close to suicide. Now it’s better.

  • Liam

    This film helped me so much. I didn’t quite know how to tell my parents I am gay. James didn’t either. But it did open a conversation one day. I confessed to my Mum that I felt like James. You see, Mum is a teacher at the college. She heard the whispers in our hallways from kids my year. One day she just asked me to watch this video. Then I admitted that I had seen it 100 times before. You see, that said it all. I cried. She cried. Afterwards, we went for chips. I was so close to suicide. Now it’s better.

  • http://www.andrewsallen.com Andrew S Allen

    Thanks for sharing, Liam. Awesome to know a short film helped you through a difficult time.

  • Liam

    Just thought I would catch you up. Everything is fine. Not problems. I recently told my dad and the rest of my family when my Aunt Mary tried to set me up on a date. I told them I was bringing Lucas, my boyfriend. Needless to say, that changed Easter Holiday. We’re Roman Catholic. I Aunt called me a sinner. Oh well, my happiness is not based on her. My Dad is 100% supportive of me and who I am. My grandpa said “I rock with courage,” and wished me well.
    When thinking about the movie, James did not have the supportive staff at college. I do. My teachers and counselors help me a lot in coming out — being my genuine self — and made sure I was attending a safe school. There are very few if any homophobic haters in my school if any at all. I get a anti-gay slur like “poofter” or “faggot” every so often outside of school but not in school. I guess my generation is more evolved than those people over 30 years. I don’t know.
    James allowed me a window to be myself. I never agreed with the ending of James. Recently a gay kid in Hampshire Green did get picked up by an adult perv and was found dead. I understand why Conner wrote the script like that. I have Tweeted him before. I just think there is better ways to get to know one’s self. Also, today, in 2014 there are many many more good counselors than in the past when Conner Clements was a fifth former.
    At Harrow, there are so many gay out kids. It’s okay to be yourself.

  • Liam

    Just thought I would catch you up. Everything is fine. Not problems. I recently told my dad and the rest of my family when my Aunt Mary tried to set me up on a date. I told them I was bringing Lucas, my boyfriend. Needless to say, that changed Easter Holiday. We’re Roman Catholic. I Aunt called me a sinner. Oh well, my happiness is not based on her. My Dad is 100% supportive of me and who I am. My grandpa said “I rock with courage,” and wished me well.
    When thinking about the movie, James did not have the supportive staff at college. I do. My teachers and counselors help me a lot in coming out — being my genuine self — and made sure I was attending a safe school. There are very few if any homophobic haters in my school if any at all. I get a anti-gay slur like “poofter” or “faggot” every so often outside of school but not in school. I guess my generation is more evolved than those people over 30 years. I don’t know.
    James allowed me a window to be myself. I never agreed with the ending of James. Recently a gay kid in Hampshire Green did get picked up by an adult perv and was found dead. I understand why Conner wrote the script like that. I have Tweeted him before. I just think there is better ways to get to know one’s self. Also, today, in 2014 there are many many more good counselors than in the past when Conner Clements was a fifth former.
    At Harrow, there are so many gay out kids. It’s okay to be yourself.

  • http://www.andrewsallen.com Andrew S Allen

    Thanks for the followup! Glad things are (mostly) going well.

  • Justin

    I wish you had more short films of successful gay preteen and teenaged experiences. My brother Liam just came out to me. He was out a long time before he told me. A lot of his confidence is that he has positive role models on the tele and YouTube and in school. We are supposed to tell Mum and Dad tonight about me. I’m scared. I’ll keep you abreast. But please include more Gay Youth short films on this site. It’s the difference between a role and liberation for some.

  • Justin

    “James,” is a bit confusing. I mean what message is coming across here? To mean… as a gay freshman. I think it’s saying do whatever you need to do in order to have people listen to you. And, if you are from a family, like James’s. Well, just find a pervert replacement for a Dad. Some people just want to be heard.

    Of course this was not the message, Mr. Clement wants me to hear. I think the message isn’t for me at all, but for my parents. Well, this year I managed to get “my” answer and he’s a sophomore. I like sucking and fucking and versa visa, but more than that, aside from the physical release–and WOW, what a release–I like the whole emotional feeling of being wanted and desired while my heart is being stimulated. I like more than anything, to know aside from mommy, there is someone who will love me. And that I am not alone in this world.

    I should’ve told my parents I was gay a lot earlier. If I had, maybe there would have been a lot less pain and anxiety in my life. I hate that it took me thirteen years for me to be honest with my folks. Perhaps that’s the real message from James–be honest. I just wish my Dad hadn’t left us. You see, he said “I’ll have no homos in my house.” Mom owns the house. They’re getting a divorce. What is it about loving a boy that is so horrible. Is it the whole up-the-butt thing? I’ve been fingering since I was 10. It feels good. Is it the whole public embarrassment thing? I don’t care. Is it the Mum’s worry that I won’t ever give her grandchildren? I have plenty of sperm. I’ll just give my sperm to a woman who will give birth to my baby.

    My brother saw the movie James with me today. Yeah, yeah, we skipped school. He didn’t get all the worry, either. As a matter of fact, he said that he wanks to Chase Ellison. I guess there will be two surrogates for our family.